- 15 May 2011 -

Its my ex’s birthday today. Birthdays are a big thing for me and I like to make them super special for the people I love.  There is a tiny part of my brain that still believes things will turn out exactly as I had planned in my head, which is obviously happy ever after. However the logical part of my brain knows that I’m only fooling myself. But I need to remind myself that this doesn’t mean I wont get my Happy Ever After, its just not the one I have planned. And that’s ok.

This week for those feelin a little heartache… It gets easier. Not straight away and possibly not even a few months after that… but it does. Time is a bitch and I know it. But little by little the pain goes away and you make more room in your life for the happys to come.

DD